BETTER

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  I tell everyone that i'm better
But now and then
I turn away from my friends
I hide in my room
I close the door
And
I stare at the wall
Numb and dead
I stop breathing
Feeling
Living
And in that one moment
I knock the doors of heaven
And they refuse to take me in
And then
I come back to life
I get up
I breathe
I open the door
And return to hell


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